Of Left and Right

I think I have a thing for the left-handed (and maybe the ambidextrous).
Think Bruce Willis, Gordan Ramsey, Ben Stiller, Jeremy Renner, Scarlett Johansson, Mark Wahlberg, and I didn't even work the Google yet (all awesome people, if you did use Google or any other search engine, please exclude JB- because he's a young Baby, Baby, Baby, Oh!).
Doing work/writing and eating at the same time: left hand, right hand. I always imagined ambidextrous people writing with both hands and finishing homework in less time it takes to "boil handphone porridge" -talking forever on the phone- with a bestie or getting rid of an annoying caller who curses at you if you don't buy their products/give away your bank account number/etc.

Recently picked up a book, "Crazy Rich Asians" by Kevin Kwan.
It's really Asian-guai lou posh and has a lot of funny, snort-worthy moments, whilst learning the basics on the various Chinese dialects (and curses), with helpful footnotes.

On a personal note, I think I will give it one month, as everyone knows that the first few days is the so-called "induction/settling-in" period.
Not sure how it will turn out but I hope that I won't come to resent it. Almost falling asleep at your desk on the first day is not the way to start. Thankfully that didn't happen today, and thankfully, I was the one who took the first step. It's not to say that I'm not learning. I'm squeezing every opportunity I can get whether it's given or taken but looks as if I'm going to have to keep making the moves first.


"If you don't give me a chance to handle work, I will never be able to help you on your level and improve myself."

"I would rather go home early because I finished my work, than go home early because I have nothing to do."

If I had to tell you everything, spill out overything, what would I say? Maybe that day will come, maybe it won't. My heart is so overwhelmed with feelings and yet I can't let it out. Happiness, sadness, determination, sorrow.

Why on earth did all of this have to come out at this hour? Point it towards the emotional roller coaster ride of watching the last few episodes of a Korean drama. *Aww, what a softie..*

Well, if I must say something, it will be this:

"You have always been in my heart, from the first moment I met you.. OK, maybe not at the first moment, but right now I'm thinking of you. I've always been thinking of you.. *stalker alert..* smack my head right now!* I probably regret not doing anything about it, but being hurt before, I think I'm not brave enough to take the first step. But I should. I have to get over it."

Right now, I only want to be in your embrace. But if you kiss me, then kiss me only when you mean it. Then dry my tears, because right now, it's not stopping.

Damn, too much K-drama and PMS.. =.=

Cry your heart out, but stand up and be stronger than before, even if just a little. If there's sadness, means there was happiness. You just have to pass through this phase. Be patient, not everything comes at once. That's the beauty of it. With faith, determination and perserverance, happiness will come knocking. It is for you to open the door.

There's no obstacle too big that you cannot overcome.

And if you see only one set of footprints in the sand during the sad times, when there were two during the happy times in your life, know that those footprints belongs to the one who is carrying you and that you are not alone in your troubles.