I should have seen it coming. It was like you ripped part of my brain out and tried to put the remnants back.

Damn, this is such a bloody hazardous industry.



On another note, wherein the deep darkness lies, there REALLY is a light, if only you continued on this journey, you would know where to look and ignore the crap that lies in your path.

They said that if:

1) you eat sweets/chocolates before you sleep, you'll get nightmares
2) you eat heavy starchy food before you sleep, you'll get nightmares
3) you watch horror movies before you sleep, you'll get nightmares
4) you sleep during the "witching" hour, you'll get nightmares
5) you sleep facing the door, window or mirror, you'll get nightmares
6) you wake up in the middle of the night, sometimes you remembered that you just had a nightmare, but when you really wake up, you can't remember anything about it.

so what do you do if you want DREAMS?

Gah, if men had PMS like the females, they would be emo-ing over ice-cream and chocolates instead of hitting each other in the face.

It's all in the eyes peeps.

Ugh, now I want Oreos and a box of Godivas.

And cupcakes.

Woah, what on earth happened? Everything's changed and I've almost hit that damn concrete wall at 240km/h. But I slammed on the brakes just in time, spun to a complete stop, slapped a ladder against it and started climbing over to the other side of that wall. It may not be all happy endings, but at least I overcame each obstacle one wall at a time though I might try "Hulk-ing" through them some day.

But for now, let me say that I LOVE YOU life, and all that's going to come my way!

Where the heck are the islands full of hunk-y, handsome, metro gentlemen? I need a mental holiday and an egg-cheese sandwich. <3

Starting a new semester tomorrow. Ugh, happy-sad emotions. Holidays are over, uni is starting. Another crazy adventure, another lazy period left behind.

There are only 5 koi left in the aquarium. 1 died last week, 2 this morning and 1 after dinner. CRAP. I'm at a complete loss. Sigh.

On another note, there was a good looking guy... oh and an Angry Bird T-shirt that's darn cute!! I never knew I would squeal at the sight of those cute, fat, scowling birds on a T-shirt like a 5 year old. Dang. Am now a proud owner of the said T-shirt. Now, how to wear it out without looking childish..? Ah, who cares. I don't. It makes me happy just seeing it. Just want to reach out and pinch its fat cheeks!!!

TV Maniac

Staying away from the idiot box takes a lot of effort. Switching it on, flipping channels and just torturing and wasting time by watching meaningless programs in another language or watching a bitch-out that's so pathetic it hurts to even mute the sound. Most people like to see pictures than read words, so there you have it.

But the bad thing is that you have watched the whole series of a movie online or elsewhere, and then a few weeks later, the tellie station starts to air it on the local channel. DARN IT!! If the show was interesting, you'd still want to watch it, just for the sake of eye candy or any other reason.

The same thing happened when I had finished watching Vampire Diaries, Glee, and now PERSONAL TASTE!!! Shiiiiiii.......eeesh... T.T

So, I'm not going to switch on the TV (at night) except for on Mondays when there's Bones and NCIS... ^.^

There was a rainbow (half anyway..), a guy, bright sunshine, and I thought it was the best day ever. But I was wrong.

The stormclouds came. The whirlwind ransacked. And I caused it. It was frightening and a damn nightmare. Then, the skies darkened and it was night. There was the sight of blood and the sound of weeping.

And after a while, it was ok. I hope it still is and will be.

Went on a fish buying frenzy yesterday since all my 9 goldfish died. 4 died a few months ago and the other 5 died either in pairs or by itself in the span of 3 days since monday. So, I washed out the whole tank and of yesterday, the aquarium has 9 new occupants. 9 koi fish.. Well, my mom thinks 9 is a good number and with feng shui 'n' stuff like that. Apparently, goldfish has 3 months worth of memory and can recognize vibrations. Cool huh? And I think they're supposed to be able to survive up to 10 years.

On another note, my class has currently 3 local KL people out of around 14 of us. So I thought: people out of place, P.O.O... oh crap.. ^.^

Reading my previous posts, I can't help but cringe inwardly as to think that I was child-like in thinking and in feeling. Oooohing and aaahing over guys and anything to that sort. Probably still am, but I think I relish in it!

Hmm, it's so difficult to write when you have to think and filter through what you want to write about.

So, after a few backspaces and re-types, in the end, I'll just say this: I think you didn't mean what you did... or maybe you did, but it is already done. The hurt may heal and there may be scars but people always say "forgive and forget", I think I have to do the same. I wish you well and that you will work hard at your job. Take care.

Ah, I think this Sunday is Father's Day. A really HAPPY AND BLESSED FATHER'S DAY TO ALL PAPA'S!

Before you dissect a hamster and you don't have chloroform, would you rather:

1) suffocate it in a plastic bag?

2) bang it on the table until it dies?

Imagine the pet shop owner thinking that the hamster will be going to a loving family.. T.T

A new kind of biology horror told by my gal friend from Sabah.

if you like:

1) acapella (acafellas... lol..)
2) dance moves
3) duets/harmony and melody singing
4) songs with groovy beats (it's my life and confessions mash)
5) some heart touching moments (like sue sylvester and her sister..)
6) hot six-pack-ab jocks (where i think there are only 2..)/cutesy cheerleaders (erm..)

then, you should definitely watch glee. (not sure about the story line though..)

cuz those are the reasons i'm addicted!

studying for my undang next saturday. hopefully can get my licence before next year as the gov is going to implement a new curriculum.

some things i want to point out after reading the kpp (kurikulum pendidikan pemandu)/ drivers-ed are:

1. memandu di kawasan berlumpur dan berair dengan laju dan menyebabkan air terpercik kepada pejalan kaki. (sorry i find this funny because it reminds me of something that happened exactly the same long time ago)

2. the word "hydro-plaNNing" instead of the word "hydro-plaNing". there's a difference you know.

3. some of the given answers cannot be trusted as some of them are just copied and pasted from the previous question and the writers forgot to change the answer so the given answer makes no sense.

4. there's no need for the text book since there is already the work book. (or so my driving instructer says)

5. wow, 5 hours of non stop talking.. the first 10 minutes spent trying to set up the projector. the next 15 minutes spent showing random accident videos (which i dont think was funny but the rest of the class laughed at, and bloody), then only 15 minutes of useful information, 1 hour of lunch and the rest was talking about war stories regarding the teacher's experience on the road.. my sore behind nearly wept with gratification when the office called the teacher and told him it was already 3.30pm and that our class should have ended.

that's it. hope to get a "more than pass" for the computer test so that i can proceed to the 6 hours of introduction to the car etc on the track, then i can get to practice 10 hours driving the car.. something to look forward to?

classes in uni starts next week.

A little sneak peek...

The new eraser, the current eraser and the tiny old eraser on top of a pile of 45 minutes eraser dust. But even better, I just bought a putty eraser, so now, there's no more eraser dust. It's malleable like play-doh.

Had just handed in 4 submissions this week. There are 2 more next week and another 2 more the following week. OMG... Then I have a review/design submission on 26, Technology exam on 27, History exam on 28 and Professional Comm on 30.

FINALLY WATCHED ALICE IN WONDERLAND 3D!!!

yay yay... am feeling satisfied now.

Now off to recharge my battery for a non stop model making tomorrow till Monday morning.

Tada peeps.

whenever i look at the mound of increasing assignments not touched, i feel a headache coming on.

i've decided to cut gerald butler from the list of "turning into strawberry mush" ever since i saw his fries-cake-potato gut that was sticking out a mile. whatever happened to the hot sexy six pack abs?!!!

and what the hell is wrong with vista? it installs updates and screws up my microsoft office application, rendering it useless and unopenable. or is it "what the hell is wrong with microsoft?" apparently, they don't go hand in hand.

do not give or take donations at eating outlets. it is rude. whether or not it is sincere or a scam. they always tell you that they are not selling you anything but then, they tell you that if you give eg. RM 10, you will be able to bla bla bla. and if you don't get any donations, smile, and walk away instead of glaring at me like i just killed your only source of income and that you'd like to run me down with a tractor.

i'm not sure what i did wrong, but if there's something on my face or something not right with my clothes, please tell me instead of staring at me for no apparent reason. i'm might not look like a busty actress but i don't look like smeagol either.

pilling assignments has led to random monologue. excusing myself to hopefully continue my assignments at a mach 6 rate...

Am sooooo busy right now...
Have not abandoned my blog don't worry...
Will upload pics about food and cute stuff nxt time (maybe end of April... *grins*)



Nice from far but far from nice.

CATHOLIC COFFEE

There were four Catholic men and one Catholic woman having coffee.


The first Catholic man tells his friends, "My son is a priest, when he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'."

The second Catholic man chirps, "My son is a Bishop. When he walks into a room, people call him 'Your Grace'."


The third Catholic gent says, "My son is a Cardinal. When he enters a room, everyone says 'Your Eminence'."


The fourth Catholic man then says, "My son is the Pope. When he walks into a room people call him 'Your Holiness'."


Since the lone Catholic woman was sipping her coffee in silence, the four men give her a subtle, "Well.....?"
She proudly replies, "I have a daughter,

Slim,

Tall,

38D breast,

24" waist,

34" hips.

When she walks into a room people say,

"Oh My God"

NEED WASHING??

A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target.

We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.

The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mom let's run through the rain," she said.

"What?" Mom asked.

"Let’s run through the rain!" She repeated

"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied.

This young child waited about another minute and repeated: "Mom, let's run through the rain,"

"We'll get soaked if we do," Mom said.

"No, we won't, Mom.. That's not what you said this morning," the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom's arm.

“This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and not get wet?”

"Don't you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about his cancer, you said, 'If God can get us through this, he can get us through anything!"

The entire crowd stopped dead silent. I swear you couldn't hear anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left in the next few minutes.

Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say. Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly. Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of affirmation in a young child's life. A time when innocent trust can be nurtured so that it will bloom into faith.

"Honey, you are absolutely right. Let's run through the rain. If GOD let's us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing," Mom said.

Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as they darted past the cars and yes, through the puddles. They held their shopping bags over their heads just in case. They got soaked. But they were followed by a few who screamed and laughed like children all the way to their cars.

And yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing.

Circumstances or people can take away your material possessions, they can take away your money, and they can take away your health. But no one can ever take away your precious memories....So, don't forget to make time and take the opportunities to make memories everyday. To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under heaven.

I HOPE YOU STILL TAKE THE TIME TO RUN THROUGH THE RAIN. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

From an email.

Email from my cousin sis a loooong time ago:

BEING A MOTHER

After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me
to take another woman out to dinner and a movie.
She said, 'I love you, but I know this other woman
loves you and would Love to spend
some time with you.'

The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my Mother, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.

That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner
and a movie. 'What's wrong, are you well,' she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects
that a late night call or a surprise invitation
is a sign of bad news.

'I thought that it would be pleasant to spend
some time with you,' I responded 'just the two of us.' She thought about it for a moment, and then said,
'I would like that very much.'

That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's.
'I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed,' she said, as she got into the car. 'They can't wait to hear
about our meeting.'

We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant,
was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm
as if she were the First Lady.

After we sat down, I had to read the menu.
Her eyes could only read large print. Half-way through the entrees, I lifted my eyes and saw Mother
sitting there staring at me.
A nostalgic smile was on her lips.

'It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small,' she said. 'Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor,' I responded. During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we
missed the movie. As we arrived at her house later, she said, 'I'll go out with you again, but only if
you let me invite you.' I agreed.

'How was your dinner date?' asked my wife when I got home. 'Very nice, much more so than I could have imagined,' I answered.

A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her. Sometime later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place Mother and I had dined. An attached note said: 'I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but, nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me.

'I love you, son'

At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: 'I love YOU' and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till some 'other' time.

Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby... somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, 'normal' is history.

Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first... somebody doesn't have
two or more children.

Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery....somebody never watched her 'baby' get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten... or on a plane headed for military 'boot camp.'

Somebody said a Mother can stop worrying after her child gets married... somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in-law to a mother's heartstrings.

Somebody said a mother's job is done when her last child leaves home... somebody never had grandchildren..

Somebody said your mother knows you love her, so you don't need to tell her... somebody isn't a mother.

Pass this along to all the GREAT 'mothers' in your life and to everyone who ever had a mother.

This isn't just about being a mother; it's about appreciating the people in your lives while you have them... no matter who that person is!

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes...
your destiny.

'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet
is fighting some kind of battle'.




First day of class today. Bwah! A new year, a year older. Yummy milkbar with dual/dwi/two?-berries! (this is the bottom of the chocolate)

Advertisement In A Long Island Shop:
Guitar, for sale........ Cheap....... ....no strings attached.

Ad In Hospital Waiting Room:
Smoking Helps You Lose Weight .... One Lung At A Time!

On a bulletin board:
Success Is Relative.
The more the Success, the more the Relatives.

When I Read About The Evils Of Drinking... I Gave Up Reading .

My Grandfather Is Eighty And Still Doesn't Need Glasses... He Drinks Straight Out Of The Bottle.

You Know Your kids Have Grown Up When:
Your Daughter Begins To Put On Lipstick..
Or when your Son starts To wipe It Off.

Sign In A Bar: 'Those Of You Who Are Drinking To Forget, Please do Pay In Advance.'

Sign In Driving School:
If Your Wife Wants To Learn To Drive, Don't Stand In Her Way.

Behind Every Great Man, There Is A Surprised Woman.

The Reason Men Lie Is Because Women Ask too Many Questions..

Getting Caught Is The Mother Of Invention.

Laugh And The World Laughs With You, Snore And You sleep Alone.

The Surest Sign That Intelligent Life Exists Elsewhere In The Universe Is The Fact That It Has Never Tried To Contact Us.

Sign At A Barber's Saloon In Detroit :
We Need Your Heads To Run Our Business.

A Traffic Slogan:
Don't Let Your Kids Drive If They are Not Old Enough Or Else They Will Never Be.

Sign In A Restaurant:
All Drinking Water In This Establishment Has Been Personally Passed By The Manager.

Sign On A Famous Beauty Parlor Window:
Don't Whistle At The Girls Going Out From Here. She May Be Your Grandmother!



Lol, I love grin-worthy things. And copy-and-paste from my mail to my blog. XD



















I give my life and my company, but they just keep demanding more...

















New in this section: 'Bowling with Bilbo'

















I'll keep a look out....
















Damn, these fireworks reek....




















Yeah, cheated out of breathing...















The pool man is gonna freak






































Translation: 'Parking on bicyclists ALLOWED at any time'






































We really never know what kind...



















Got too many kids?















I told gramps to use protection...















Falling should be done with care...
























And if you're dead, please get to a hospital...



















I think it was that 'screw you' comment...

Got my paycheck recently. Happy happy to be earning money. Yeah! Man, I wanna play comp games now but my bro's hogging my laptop playing gta 4 (the second time). I think it seems as if my laptop belongs to him instead of me... Sooo kesian my laptop. It's as is its owner just dumped it. Poor poor lappie...

Washington DC. The DC stands for District of Columbia. Totally random.

Owh, so, I'm a quite ok using autoCAD and Photoshop but now, am trying to self learn Google Sketchup cuz I did use it last year, but barely scratched its surface and when you've used autoCAD for such a long time, you tend to hit the spacebar more times than you can imagine when using sketchup and that's not necessary. Bummer. And it's such a different learning curve. Haha, so techie..

Oh yeah, and one more thing, I have no idea why, maybe it's because of the makeup and touch-up whatever, but this twilight star... what's his name? Robert pattinson or something like that actually looks delicious on the poster... Now, I've seen his pictures when it's NOT on the poster and he just looked like he just got out of bed. Messy,scruffy and gross... Whatever happened to impressing the ladies??? Mind you, I've never watched the first movie... Nor the second which is due to premier soon? I dunno... Haha, just my opinion. Don't stir fry the opinionated.

Christmas hasn't even stepped through our doors and my brother is already singing chinese new year songs...




XD *snort*




Learnt a few things today. Two actually.


1. You invited some friends/relatives/etc over to your house and you serve them drinks. But sometimes, they don't drink it and leave it on the table. If you're a single person, as in you've never been married, DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT DRINK IT. Just throw it away eventhough you think it's wasteful. This is because if you do drink it, you'll never get married.

2. If your daughter is getting married and you send out invitation cards, make sure you send a biscuit (some chinese biscuit thing... not sure what it is, something like 'lou po beng' - wife biscuit). If you're son is getting married, then of course, it's the in-laws side that does this.

I learnt this from my Popo. (grandma) Lol, I guess there's always some logic into why there are these chinese traditions or sayings like don't buy shoes on chinese new year because the word for shoes in cantonese is 'hai' and it sounds as if you're sighing which is not good as it seems like entering the new year unhappy and full of burdens and things like that. I kinda like all these things, though I'm not a fanatic. Just curious that's all.


Now, off to drive manual gear in NFS: Most Wanted... learning how to... game.